Today

Resurrection Sunday. I had a great day at church today. Was only sick for a few hours this morning. So I am quite happy.
Came home we had sandwiches for lunch and dinner. Without a/c and being 7 months pregnant it is way to hot to cook. Ronnie doesn't work monday. He said he may put a window unit ac in our living room before he returns to work. I am trying to save up money to get our icemake fixed to. Dh said it was leaking under the house ,so he shut it off and disconnected it sometime last year. I didnt care with cool weather ..but now I need my ice. Some of the family..dh and 10yods and one of my twins are upset with me because I refused to cook today and I refused to order pizza. Did I have change yes. Did I want to spend it on pizza ..no. I figured the faster I get some ice here and the plumber out the better. :o) besides sandwiches never killed anyone..eh??

I am nesting a little trying to get my tiny home ready for baby. Who will be here before we know it. I am a little worried about not having help or what I need. I'm having trouble here with help. I guess that is why I stopped feeling sorry for my family's request. I think we have made them spoiled ..so I am trying to reverse that asap.


In the picture about to the right above my sofa you can see Samuel's masterpiece. I asked the big kiddos to watch him for a half and hour because I was feeling really tired and sick. This is one of the things I awoke to. But I kept my cool. I want to paint my house so bad. I need those renovate your house or habitat people or something.
I have a long list of needs for my house:

• I need to finish tearing up carpet because it makes me and half of our kiddos sick.
• We need some rotted wood replaced
• We need to paint. inside and out
• More plumbing needs fixed
• It would be lovely to have these ceiling fans that have been in my closet for 10 years put up.
• I want tile in the bathroom but it isn't necessry ..just a want
• I have a ton of stuff in the attic I want hauled to a dump somewhere.

Short of divorce.. how do women deal with homethings and raising children alone with a husband who is physically there but can't seem to be mentally or emotionally for help?????

More pictures of the kiddos at play and schoolwork..