Samuel,Jesse and Noah

Samuel,Jesse and  Noah
Three Little Partners

Monday, December 18, 2006

Monkey Bread

Monkey Bread

RECIPE INGREDIENTS:

Dough 1 1/3 cups milk 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into 1/4-inch pieces 1/4 cup sugar 1 (1/4-ounce) packet active dry yeast (not rapid-rise) 1/4 cup lukewarm water 2 large eggs, at room temperature, lightly beaten 4 3/4 to 5 cups (approximately) flour 2 teaspoons salt

Glaze 1/3 cup light brown sugar 2 tablespoons unsalted butter 2 tablespoons heavy cream

Nut and Sugar Coating 3/4 cup chopped pecans 5 tablespoons melted unsalted butter 3/4 cup sugar

1. Heat the milk in a saucepan until hot but not scalded. Then pour it into a large bowl. Add the butter and sugar, stirring until the butter is nearly melted.

2. Sprinkle the yeast over the lukewarm water, stir briefly, and then set it aside to dissolve for 5 to 10 minutes.

3. When the milk mixture has cooled to slightly warmer than body temperature, stir in the yeast and the lightly beaten eggs. Add 3 cups of the flour and beat the ingredients well with a wooden spoon for 100 strokes. Cover the dough with plastic wrap and set it aside for 10 minutes.

4. Stir the salt into the dough. Now stir in the remaining flour, about 1/3 cup at a time, until the dough pulls away from the sides of the bowl and is firm enough to knead.

5. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface and knead it for about 8 to 10 minutes, until it is elastic and supple. Use more flour, if needed, to keep the dough from sticking. Then put the dough in a large, oiled glass or ceramic mixing bowl and turn it to coat the entire surface. Cover the bowl with plastic wrap and set it aside in a warm, draft-free spot until doubled in bulk, about 1 hour.

6. While the dough rises, generously butter the entire inside of a large Bundt pan (it should have a capacity of about 12 cups). Do not use a tube pan with a removable insert, such as an angel food cake pan, because the glaze will run out of the pan.

7. Now make the glaze by heating the brown sugar, butter, and heavy cream in a small saucepan, stirring continuously. As soon as the glaze comes to a boil, pour it into the Bundt pan so that it puddles evenly in the bottom (a parent's job). Sprinkle half of the chopped pecans over the glaze.

8. When the dough has doubled, punch it down and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Knead the dough for 1 minute. Cut off golf ball-size pieces of dough and roll them into rough balls.

9. Now prepare the coating. Pour the melted butter into one bowl and the sugar into another and place them in the work area. Dip the dough balls into the butter and then roll them in the sugar, placing them in the pan as you go. Once you've covered the bottom of the pan, start a new layer.

10. When you've used half of the dough, scatter the remaining pecans over it. Then continue adding layers until the pan is two thirds full. Ideally, you will have used all the dough. If you happen to have excess dough balls, layer them in a small, well-buttered loaf pan or casserole.

11. Cover the pan with plastic wrap and let the dough rise until doubled in bulk, about 35 to 45 minutes. Start heating the oven to 375º about 10 minutes before the dough is fully risen.

12. Remove the plastic wrap and bake the bread on the center rack for 45 minutes. Don't worry too much if the top gets quite brown, but if it starts to look scorched, lay a piece of tinfoil over the bread to deflect the heat. (If you're baking a small loaf alongside, it will take only about 30 minutes.)

13. Transfer the pan to a cooling rack and gently run a butter knife down the side here and there to loosen the loaf. Carefully flip the bread over onto the rack and remove the pan (another job for parents); it should lift right off. If there is excess glaze left in the pan, immediately spoon it onto the bread.

14. Cool the bread for at least 20 minutes. Then pour glasses of cold milk, put out some plates, and help yourselves by pulling off pieces of the bread. Any leftovers can be wrapped in tinfoil and reheated later in a warm oven. Makes up to 9 servings.

Scriptures-KJV

She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness. Proverbs 31:26


“Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity; and quicken thou me in thy way” (Ps. 119:37)

“Rid me and deliver me from the hand of strange children, whose mouth speaketh vanity and their right hand is a right hand of falsehood: That our sons may be as plants grown up in their youth; that our daughters may be as corner stones, polished after the similitude of a palace.” (Ps. 144:11,12)

“Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful. But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law doth he meditate day and night. And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.” (Ps. 1:1-3)

“I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil.” (Rom. 16:19)

“I have refrained my feet from every evil way, that I might keep thy word.” (Ps. 119.101)

“Neither shalt thou bring an abomination into thine house, lest thou be a cursed thing like it: but thou shalt utterly detest it, and thou shalt utterly abhor it; for it is a cursed thing.” (Deut. 7:26)

“Abstain from all appearance of evil.” (I Thes. 5:22)

“Keep that which is committed to thy trust, avoiding profane and vain babblings, and oppositions of science falsely so called: Which some professing have erred concerning the faith.” (I Tim. 6:20,21)

“But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness. And their word will eat as doth a canker.” (II Tim. 2:16,17)

“If there come any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed.” (II Jn. 1:10,11)

“I will set no wicked thing before mine eyes: I hate the work of them that turn aside; it shall not cleave to me.” (Ps 101:3)

“One sinner destroyeth much good.” (Eccl. 9:18b)

“For, lo, the wicked bend their bow, they make ready their arrow upon the string, that they may privily shoot at the upright in heart. If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do?” (Ps. 11:2,3)

“They did not destroy the nations, concerning whom the LORD commanded them: But were mingled among the heathen, and learned their works. And they served their idols: which were a snare unto them” (Ps. 106: 34-36)

“The light of the body is the eye: therefore when thine eye is single, thy whole body also is full of light; but when thine eye is evil, thy body also is full of darkness. Take heed therefore that the light which is in thee be not darkness. If thy whole body therefore be full of light, having no part dark, the whole shall be full of light, as when the bright shining of a candle doth give thee light.” (Luke 11:34-36)

“Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners.” (I Cor. 15:33)

“Your glorying is not good. Know ye not that a little leaven leaveneth the whole lump? Purge out therefore the old leaven, that ye may be a new lump, as ye are unleavened. For even Christ our passover is sacrificed for us.” (I Cor. 5:6,7)

“Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth? This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you. A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.” (Gal. 5:7-9)

“Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.” (Rom. 1:33)

“Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.” (James 4:4)

“The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light. But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness” (Matt. 6:22,23)

“Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.” (Gal. 6:7,8)

Great Game!!?? For us STEELER Fans

Earlier I watched Dad beat up big brother. Steelers and Redskins have always been my favorite teams.
Since Carolina Panthers came around I feel I must pull for them when they play. But I can't when they are
playing my favs.
37 to 3

Can't say more

Peppermint Brownies :o)

Peppermint Brownies :o)

1 1/3 c. butter, softened

2 2/3 c. sugar

4 eggs

1 TBSP Vanilla

2 c. flour

1 c. baking cocoa

1/2 tsp salt

1 tsp peppermint extract

1 package of Andes Peppermint Crunch baking chips

(our Aldi sells it)

Powdered sugar, optional

In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs and vanilla; mix

well. Combine flour, cocoa, and salt; add vanilla, mix well.

Add peppermint extract and blend in
candy cane pieces.

Spread

into a greased 13 x 9 x 2 in. baking pan. Bake at 350º for 25-30

minutes or until the top is dry and the center is set. Cool

completely. Dust with powdered sugar if desired.

DON'T overcook! Enjoy!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Wednesday

Wednesday

I’m trying to salvage some video.

Some well-meaning friends adjusted my digital camcorder

And several dances are zoomed in so close that we missed many

dancers. So I have borrowed a friend fellow mom/choreographer..

mini-dv and am now trying to piece them together.

For some odd reason my computer does not want to recognize my camcorder

So I am having difficulty downloading video today for editing. L

Oy Vey.

Big kiddos had dance today. We are dancing and I am singing on Christmas eve.

Morning and night.

Daniel will be 9 Saturday. We are having a big family party. Sam turns 3 next

Wednesday another birthday party.

In between it all we are on a cookie baking spree.

I am too tired to type more...

Blessings,

Angie

Christmas Program

Christmas Program

Our program went great on Sunday afternoon. G-d blessed it.
BY Our dress rehearsal saturday you would have not known that we know what we are doing.
We missed our cues. Costume malfunctions......
But Sunday was great. Noah was an excellent Baby Jesus but we forgot to remove his dummy from his mouth.
OOPS.
I'm too busy to post. We have lots of parties this week, some with homeschool group, some with family and some with friends.
I'm editing video currently. Catching up on laundry.
I May try to pop in here if I can.
December is such a busy family oriented month for us.

Blessings,Angie

Saturday, December 09, 2006

We are busy working on tomorrows Christmas program.
Most of us are dancing in it.(minus Sam)
Will update later.
Hi Kerri.

Blessings,Angie

Friday, December 01, 2006

Hello

Thank You Kerri for dropping in.I am glad you can read it. Esp since xanga blocks you. I'll try to remember to post here daily like I do with xanga.

A few kid pictures

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Hi there

Monday Noonish

It was after 11am around noonish. I was loading bags,bags,bags and more bags into my mommyvan to take to the refugees. I was supposed to meet V.Y. at the church.(She sorts and distibutes things to the families that need them).
Just as I loaded the last item in my van, I noticed a tall young thin male jogging lightly up my road. (I didn't think much of him jogging...common in my area....but it was odd that he appeared to be wearing a few too many layers. I had on short sleeves.)
When he was about 30 feet from my house...I heard screeching tires coming around the corner. He slowed his jog to a walk. He and the car full of more young guys stopped right in front of my house.
I saw the front seat passenger pass a gun to the back seat passenger,stick it in the abdomen of the jogger and fire it. I dropped to the ground and heard at least 4 more shots loud enough to buzz my ears.
The car sped..peeled off. I could not make out the license plate, but had a pretty decent desciption of the car. I did not see but heard the jogger toss his gun(It made a loud metallic thud as it hit the paved road)
I ran in my house grabbed cordless phone and dialed 911. told them we need police and medic. My other neighbor (one of 3 of us eyewitnesses) i told her to grab some old towels. His exit wounds were bad.( I don't think I could have emotionally handle a 17 year old boy dying in front of my home.) I held pressure with doubled towels till medic took over. They took him to our major trauma center nearby.

How sad young people are Choosing this kind of life for themselves. It breaks my heart to see kids not much older than mine in sad predicaments and lifestyles.

Hope

Lamentations 3:22-33 (New International Version)

22 Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.

23 They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.

24 I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him."

25 The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him,
to the one who seeks him;

26 it is good to wait quietly
for the salvation of the LORD.

27 It is good for a man to bear the yoke
while he is young.

28 Let him sit alone in silence,
for the LORD has laid it on him.

29 Let him bury his face in the dust—
there may yet be hope.

30 Let him offer his cheek to one who would strike him,
and let him be filled with disgrace.

31 For men are not cast off
by the Lord forever.

32 Though he brings grief, he will show compassion,
so great is his unfailing love.

33 For he does not willingly bring affliction
or grief to the children of men.

Jeremiah 29:10-14 (New International Version)

10 This is what the LORD says: "When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will come to you and fulfill my gracious promise to bring you back to this place. 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. [a] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

God's Promises To ME

God's Promises To ME

"I will protect you" - Acts 26:17
"I will comfort you" - Isaiah 66:13
"I will give you peace" - Leviticus 26:6
"I will listen to you" - Jeremiah 29:12
"I will carry you" - Isaiah 46:4
"I will strengthen you" - Isaiah 41:10

"I will give you rest." - Matthew 11:28
"I will be with you." - Genesis 31:3

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Updates ....Check out my xanga

Noah Luke now 4 months old. My mr. chunk. On our way to MawMaw's funeral..before getting dressed.








I made this homemade carrot cake with cream cheese icing and took it to my mom on her birthday October 29,2006.
It was yummy!!

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Friday, September 15, 2006

Pray for Susan

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Please pray for Susan and her sweet family.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Vegan Lunch Box

Vegan Lunch Box This is one of my new favorite sites. Full of vegan recipes and cute pictures of shmoo. I constantly check it for new ideas.

Monday, July 31, 2006

New Kid on the Block

Arrived July 2nd 2006
weighing in at 7 pounds 6 ounces 20 inches long.
Totally adorable. You gotta love him.

Picture option not working tonight so I'll try tomorrow.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Pictures

Pictures from today.

Laboring week

This week was really exhausting. I lost mucous plug tuesday night and wednesday morning. By tuesday afternoon I started having really strong non BH contractions. about 15 minutes apart. Wed they moved to 10 minutes apart so I though maybe this is it. Thursday and Friday were the same. We actually went to the hospital Saturady around 330am or 4am because I was have contractions 5 minutes apart. I 'm still having them 5 minutes apart. I just figured out this morning that this is prelabor just getting my body ready NOT the real thing and can go on for sometime before we meet the baby. So I just need to rest and not get all excited. Dh and I are somewhat sad for this young girl that came into observation while we were there in another room. dh said she looks really young and out of it. Was accompanied by her parents. She came in screaming and moaning and just did not look right. We overheard her mother say she just started having excrutiating pain about 5-10 mintues before she was brought in by ambulance and began bleeding in the ambulance. Things moved pretty fast. There was an emergency nurses and doctors came from everywhere. Stat ultasound revealed no heartbeat her baby had bled out. And her uterus had filled with blood and they needed to do an emergency csection to save her life. With in 5 minutes they had rolled her out to surgery. Dh and I prayed for her and her family. Our heart sunk from the aweful scream she had once finding out her 34 week gestation baby had died and there was nothing that could be done for the baby but they needed to now try to save mom. After losing Morgen last year I have very recent empathy for the young mom. Also being a nurse I know she may never be able to have children if they had to perform a hysterectomy to stop the bleeding. She'd be alive but she'd feel dead inside. Losing her baby and chance to ever have more. I felt grateful this year to be pregnant like A second chance at life even though I can never replace the baby I lost. Little Noah will help ease the pain of my broken heart. The young mommy just turned 16 in March. It felt weird because dh and I daughters will be 14 in a few short weeks. So we felt parent pain and just weird like so close. I can't explain but we talked and prayed for an hour. I was so sad and ready to go home after that. I still want to know if the young girl made it through surgery she looked really really close to death. Like she was bleeding to death. We are still praying for her.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Updates

Sam was very dehydrated when He woke up this am for pain meds. So Had serious prayertime. Coaxed him in to sipping it from the medicine dropper. So I am now getting him to drink some water. Hope to be able to get him drinking from a cup soon.
Sam had 4 of his front teeth pulled. They had died. He is having some problems with his bones right now. I didn't know anything was wrong with him until around February when he kept complaining or ear pain. I never saw any ear problems checking myself. Took him to our family practice doc. even he said his ears are fine.One month later he actually verbalized that Sammy's teeth hurt. So I decided to take him to a dentist. Some days he wouldn't want to eat.. I believe from the pain. The dentist told us then that his teeth felt "spongy" or really soft and suggested we use floridated water( allow him to drink it)To help strengthen his teeth?? One of my children told him that we drink filtered water and use tooth paste that doesn't contain flouride. So the dentist thought it was a simple case of Sam having spongy teeth from a lack of flouride in his diet. But refered us to a ??periodontist,endodontist??? for evaluation. The endo?? thought he felt a tumor or something that didn't belong there in Sam's upper gums. He also wanted to look inside to make sure that it wasn't something really bad or too close to his brain so..... He began xrays and MRI. It appeared to be localized to the area in front of his ear..Hence the pain in his ear for over a month or more. ?? not sure if it was lymph related..ie) drainage or what. but it was removed. Sam had nerve damage all of his front top 4 teeth had died and they had to be removed. the rest of his teeth all had to be capped to protect them. He doesn't know if the teeth still in his gums are alive or dead. Sam has had a few fevers recently and has elevated liver enzymes,elevated platelets and elevated white blood cells. They want to recheck his blood in 2 weeks.
He is to see the endo on thurs for followup. His surgery friday was at CMC under general anesthesia at same day surgery so we came home as soon as they felt comfortable with him leaving. The endo has been calling us alot to check on Sam. Really nice guy. God blessed us with a few good people to care for him. They didn't even give us trouble about our lack of vaccinations. I was kinda worried about that. All were courteous and respectful and didn't act weirded out by us praying for and over Sam. Right before the anestheiologist carried him into the OR we prayed that Sam would be happy,calm ,peaceful and relaxed. He was giggling like a silly little drunk man when he was carried away. A nurse called from the OR after they started working on him to tell us that God answered that prayer that he was giggly till he was put under and that the surgery was going well. it took almost 4.5 hours. She(the RN) called us from the OR to update us hourly which gave me lots of comfort. We were only expecting a 2 hour surgery. Overall things seem God ordained. My only complaint is upon returning home ..i guess the stress had gotten to dh.. he was fairly rude to me all evening.Upset that I had not planned what we'd have for dinner, I hadn't made tea for him. We went to hospital together and stayed there all day together fine. But at home I felt very attacked and just physically and mentally spent. I was too fatigued to even think about anything so I went to bed. Someone woke me up to give Sam his pain med. then I went back to sleep. I didn't really eat much friday or yesterday. I am still quite exhausted. today I am having
less contractions today..like 4-6 per hour so they have spaced out. Had about 10-12 per hour yesterday. But I still feel quite crampy like af cramps. Baby still moves alot. So I am not really worried. I don't feel like I am in real labor anymore like I felt yesterday. It was probably from all the stress.
I still want to finish cleaning my house before I have the baby.
Oh .. Sam is up playing with his cars and coloring and seems better since I 've gotten water into him. I am planning to give him some soft solids today ..like applesauce, potatoes mashed or maybe custard. he is starting to look a bit puny. I appreciate ALL of the prayers for us that we can get. I see prayer working.
I need to rest because I am too tired to behave. May pop in again later. I am getting AOL broadband soon Woohoo...(can't wait)so it will be easier to get on and STAY online without being bumped. Psalm 103:1-5
Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless His holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits; Who forgives all your iniquities, who heals all your diseases, Who redeems your life from destruction, Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies, Who satisfies your mouth with good things, So that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
Blessings,Angie W.

Monday, June 05, 2006

WOW!!!!!

Kayla and David are working their tushes off to help me get the house clean.
They are being such a blessing today!!! I have been trying so hard and feeling so tired.
I hope we can get all accomplished by friday and I can rest till baby is born.
Blessings, Angie

Monday, April 17, 2006

blah...too hot.... whine.... whine..where is my cheese?

I'm slowly rereading Created to be his help meet. I am reading my bible and praying. It is an all out battle for souls here. I have to remember I'm on the winning team. I am having a hard time here. I am heat untolerant when I am not pregnant but it is pretty bad pregnant. I can not convince dh to put window units in the window yet. He said I need to toughen up and it doesnt feel that bad. So I haven't cooked for a few days like I usually bake fresh bread and such. I haven't gotten up early as usual either because I am fighting again for a bed time for the kids. dh telling me how much of a control freak that I am. We are so working against one another. I have no clue what he is trying to raise ..other that tv addict children that think that I am a maid or something. Can you belive everyone got angry with me for telling them yo fix their own breakfats and sandwiches at lunch. The around dinner time..what are you making for dinner? uh.. nothing Mommy is waiting for the cool front to return. We have no ac other than the window units. I have swollen so much that I can NOT wear my wedding rings or my shoes. All heat related because my bp is fine... 100/60. I guess I went from one miserable house to another.As a teen living with my mom and her husband was pretty rough. I had a great husband and marriage until 7-8 years ago. Subtle selfishness creeped in. Now I don't even care to get out of beds most days. I think if I didn't have a 2 year old and was expecting a new baby I probably would be dead by now because I have loss energu to fight. I don't even know what I 'd be fighting for. I don't even know if my sacrifice of time and energy has even had a positive effect on my children? I am exhausted and wish I had a place to just go and rest for a little while. .. alone....I wish I had a maid for a few days to get my house really clean. because right now it is filthy. I wish the hot weather did not bring in fleas into my house. Every time it gets hot for the past 2 years since dh got these cats I am the one who gets eatten alive by fleas?? why I dont know. Maybe they think I am an animal of sorts?I feel so bad for my children having me for a mother right now. I feel like such a poor one.it is 1144pm here and 4 of my kids are still awake Sam the 2 year old has been down since 830pm.dh went to bed at 930pm. I would have made the kids go to bed right after him ..which is what I usually do ,but since he had an extra day off he made a huge mess he expected me to clean but I made the kids clean it after he retired. He has been trying to punish me all day for not cooking all weekend. But as long as its 90 degrees in this brick house with thick flea carpeting... I will stay far far away from the kitchen. Our family needs serious prayer and serious Christian counseling. I tried talking to dh about marriage counseling. He told me to go ahead and go. Because I am the one with the problem..the rest of the family is happy. Maybe it will help me to fit in with him and the kids. Maybe I'll learn to be a part of their family.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Today










Resurrection Sunday. I had a great day at church today. Was only sick for a few hours this morning. So I am quite happy.
Came home we had sandwiches for lunch and dinner. Without a/c and being 7 months pregnant it is way to hot to cook. Ronnie doesn't work monday. He said he may put a window unit ac in our living room before he returns to work. I am trying to save up money to get our icemake fixed to. Dh said it was leaking under the house ,so he shut it off and disconnected it sometime last year. I didnt care with cool weather ..but now I need my ice. Some of the family..dh and 10yods and one of my twins are upset with me because I refused to cook today and I refused to order pizza. Did I have change yes. Did I want to spend it on pizza ..no. I figured the faster I get some ice here and the plumber out the better. :o) besides sandwiches never killed anyone..eh??

I am nesting a little trying to get my tiny home ready for baby. Who will be here before we know it. I am a little worried about not having help or what I need. I'm having trouble here with help. I guess that is why I stopped feeling sorry for my family's request. I think we have made them spoiled ..so I am trying to reverse that asap.


In the picture about to the right above my sofa you can see Samuel's masterpiece. I asked the big kiddos to watch him for a half and hour because I was feeling really tired and sick. This is one of the things I awoke to. But I kept my cool. I want to paint my house so bad. I need those renovate your house or habitat people or something.
I have a long list of needs for my house:
  • I need to finish tearing up carpet because it makes me and half of our kiddos sick.
  • We need some rotted wood replaced
  • We need to paint. inside and out
  • More plumbing needs fixed
  • It would be lovely to have these ceiling fans that have been in my closet for 10 years put up.
  • I want tile in the bathroom but it isn't necessry ..just a want
  • I have a ton of stuff in the attic I want hauled to a dump somewhere.

Short of divorce.. how do women deal with homethings and raising children alone with a husband who is physically there but can't seem to be mentally or emotionally for help?????

More pictures of the kiddos at play and schoolwork..


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Its A....

We decided to go ahead with an ultrasound. I am at the week where Morgen died 20 weeks. So I kinda needed it for a little peace of mind. It feels
great to have seen all 4 heart chamers beating, untact spinal column and organs, 10 fingers and toes, all organs .
Part of me says I should have just prayed for peace from God. Another part of me has been depressed since I lost her and feels great with our decision
and with seeing a healthy baby. I'll sleep better at least for tonight :o)
http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f65/ucmamma/GalleryPic19w3dUS02-13-06CMOMB.jpg

We are expecting a baby boy in 20 more weeks. Mid summer.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Finally

I am starting to feel human again. The nausea is sporadic not all day any longer especially since I found out about eatting hourly and lots of good proteins. My blood sugars don't drop so much any more except first thing in the morning. I think I've been feling baby flutters for a few days now. First day I thought it was gas..lol. Now I remember that is what all the babies felt lke the first movements that I felt. Totally cool!!!
I am still recovering from the assault of pnemonia on my lungs. Somewhat wheezy still. I still get short of breathe from walking over a few meters. So my endurance is NOT. I hrew my back out a couple of days before New Year's Day. It is starting to feel a lot better. I don't have the constant spasms anymore. I think upping my Shaklee calcium has helped tremendously. It sure helped quell the leg cramps.
Right now I am working on a name for my home business.
New Year New Focus!!